so i've been... away
things are just kinda messy lately
i guess they are, as always.
im fuckin 28 and i don't even know what im doing
uni
school's killing me - like i've started uni proper.
unfortunately i'm getting major doubts. i'm pretty sure it's not enough to get a job
also it feels like my diploma was MUCH more intensive and had a lot more content.
i dont know ... maybe a part time degree was a mistake.
but i can't spend another 6 years on an intense part time degree from the local government institutions
my girl told me to just complete it first and worry about it later.
SO
ima trust the process.
i'll have to grab my OSCP, Network+, Security+, and try to go do some bug bounties and attend some conferences
i am SO serious about getting a job, man
i can't stay stagnant here FOREVER, gotta catch up to my friends
work
i mean ... shit there's so many things outstanding at work
i've got reports, i've got inspections, etc. that's been waiting to be completed but i'm just one person at work.
i wish i had an assistant.
ALSO! i found out that i'm being paid hella low like... $1000 lower than the industry standard's average???
what the fuck is the deal with that????
im obviously gonna look around. what the fuck kind of idiot am i to stay around
other things
well ... my girl and i went to a trip to the mountain ranges
it was a great break from work and school. i have SO MANY photos! i can't wait to fix up my [ gallery ] section of the website so i can upload the pics <3
i also installed a VPN LXC on my proxmox server, which allows me to log into my NAS over the net! fun!
then i set up a kali linux server vm that i can access via noVNC. so i can try some recon in my free time
AND i also installed my old drives into my pc. now i got an extra 1.12 tb , i installed nobara on my 120gb ssd, and i've been messing with it since.
check out the desktop environment:
anyway i'm planning my other blog posts soon. there needs to be a post for my proxmox project, ds refurbishments, and other things i guess. maybe gaming or whatever
also as i said - i want to redo my gallery page
well. see y'all again soon. i'll keep updating and maybe try to minimize the size for my website. cos it's huge.
like it's HUGE with all the pics and all that shit.
buzzing away,
chxshire22