been a while since i updated
STRUGGLING right now.
NO SERIOUSLY I AM!!!!
finishing my bridging modules
uhhhh
yah so i got classes on the weekends (PLURAL, SATURDAY PLUS SUNDAY) on top of wednesday night
9am to 6pm, then after 5 classes i got 3000 word essay due and and exam to sit for
im so fucking lost in class too...
lawd have mercy!!!
signed my student contract AND my loan agreement
... yea...
i'm now gonna be in 22k worth of debt.
the highest repayment per month will be once the bank disburses all the payments within the 2nd year
after that the repayment amount per month will be about $450 a month for me... for the remaining of the loan tenure (5 years)
i gotta stop buying junk and start some side business fr
got work overdue
supposed to set up a payload cms site for a friend and i just kept putting it aside
it's likely cos i don't see the point of it if i'm not being paid/being told how much i'm being paid
my boss used to tell me not to take pro-bono cases for my real estate agency work cos people tend to not put their best effort into free jobs, which in turn only ruins their reputation
i get it now boss
work itself is pretty shit
i'm kinda chillin kinda struggling
work is full of shit ngl but i try to keep it interesting
hunker down
with the financial load, academic load, and work load, expected to increase to crazy levels, i've decided that i just need to stop going on expensive holidays, shopping for nonsense, and complaining too much
just put my head down, study, work, and save and pay my shit for the next 2 years
also hunt for a data center job next year maybe. raise my income a little (20% increase hopefully from my current pay)
WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT BOYOS LET'S KEEP FIGHTING!!!!
AAAAAAAAAA!
chxshire22