eternal
sunshine

7/8/24

i love that i have this site

i can post stuff and no one reads them anyway so i don't really care about how i portray myself.

i can really just post whatever i want, like i can just vibe out and express myself.


bad colours? who cares. as long as it looks cool.

not readable? who's reading?

lame boring posts? to whom?


HA!


i post for ME


but ok i still use social media though

like i want twt and insta for the memes. but i hate that there's so much predatory practices by the social media overlords.


did u hear about meta's ai stealing your content for their ai art? go and opt-out of it if you have an instagram.


also, people i love update their social media and i have more opportunities to interact with them on those platforms

so i can't really just drop off the grid

work

anw, i wna talk abt work.

it's pretty tiring but it's only cuz i haven't got enough sleep.

but i stayed 2 hrs past office hours again today.

i know in the post i wrote 2 days ago i said that the job isn't tiring and i still stand by that

i know that the post right after that one was titled "exhausted" but that was cos i was doing my part time job from 930am-830pm.

i wasn't doing my new work on that day cos i promised my colleague at the restaurant that i will cover his shift during his exam.

and i delivered on that promise.


working for an annoying boss(?)

for my new job, my boss is a micro-managing, naggy geezer.

apparently one is not allowed to even go on trips on their off day without first informing him.

and he doesn't like it if you're not ready to drop everything you're doing ON YOUR OFF DAY to attend to his emergencies.

he has yet to restrict my travel, but he's acted that way towards my colleague

so because of that i'm hoping he treats me better.

but if he's anal towards me, trust me, i will be SOOOOOOOO anal towards him

if he's gna annoy me i shall make it my life mission to burden him with so many messages for approval, updates, and requests for updates and I WILL NAG HIM IF HE LEAVES THE COUNTRY WITHOUT INFORMING ME FIRST.

(my country singapore is smaller than some farms. going anywhere is going out of the country.)

my mission this year is to be an immovable object, an impenetrable wall, an eternal sunshine that will beat down on my adversaries, he shall not move me. no one shall.

             
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buh-BYE,
chxshire22